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| that day that i had to work was so bad
wow
im so glad its over. and now when they ask me to cover for anybody on a weekday i say no, because im never putting myself through that ever again, ill die next time. i really dont want to work anymore, but i know i have to, and that sucks. it should be worth it when the end of summer comes and i have enough money for a decent car and gas and what not.
still gonna aim for that job at friendly's
yesterday was good i think.
at 1pm i got the car, so i drove to bluebell and picked up chloe. i was almost out of gas but i had that little swipe thingy that only works at exxon stations and we couldnt find any near there, so i drove all the way back towards my house to find the gas station there. then we went to my house for a few minutes to see baxter and get shoes. we left and headed for pennypack park. that was really nice. it wasnt too sunny out, but it was still pretty nice. we ate plums on the trail, and got to go up and pet these two horses for a bit. it was really nice just hanging out with somebody new but still being able to talk to them pretty openly without feeling weird about it or anything.
around 5:30ish we left and went to panera's to get something to eat. oh yeah we went to five bellow sometime before the park and got some stuff.... but anyway, i ate a grilled cheese and it was really really good. then we went back to bluebell.
the night wasnt as bad as i was expecting it to be, i mean it wasnt really bad at all. i just dont really like crowds much and there were alot of people there.
i actually enjoyed it more than i thought i would.
i had to leave around 10 to get chloe and zach home, but that turned into more like 10:30. i sped to chloes then sped to zach's and got home with 10 minutes to spare till 11.  pretty smooth huh?
so anyway.
when i got home
i watched dawn of the dead
by my self
then i went to bed
thats pretty much it, becca ill give you many more details later
today i work from 4-8 and im realllly not looking forward to it, but hopefully ill go out and have some fun afterwards.
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| Well Becca,
Did I spell your name the right way? Thats how this other Becca I know spells it. Anyway, you really will be the only one reading this, but i think I'm gonna keep it going anyway haha. You'll know ALL about my life, and get to comment it. I'm gonna brighten mine up right now, you can tell that i must have made it when i was still a miserable unhappy gothish thing haha. Well, i dont know... im gonna do that now.
but first ill talk about what my day will be like.
i have work from 11 till5 because im covering for somebody.
school's over for me, it was over for me on friday, even know i was suposed to show up till today. i decided friday was a good day to end it, and i havent gone back since.
so hopefully ill do something tonight after work, but i dont know what, or with who, it seems like everybody always already has plans.
so
yeah
i guess thats it
bye
wait nevermind
i have something else to say....
i keep on looking through some of these old things like of my old friends and stuff.... the people im "subscribed to" it is so strange. one comment i left was "TOMORROS MY B-DAY!!!" and i looked at the date and i was turning 14 hahaha. but i think xanga died when kristen started using all our entries against us and causing all this shit. everyone's last entry seems to be "bla bla bal xanga this xanga that you people are pathetic (hi kristen hope your enjoying this because its the last one you'll get to read) then bye.
brought back so many memories. things seemed complicated then but now im realizing that they were soooooo sooo very simple. didnt ever think that accidentally finding my xanga would bring on so much nostalgia. blah! oh well i guess its a good thing.
im kind of starting fresh this summer, it sucks but at the same time its a good thing.
i think by the end of the summer things will be alot different, and im looking forward to seeing what my life ends up with.
as of now i pretty much barely hang out with anyone anymore, but ill have my license soon and maybe that will help somehow. it seems like alot of people are waiting to hang out with me untill i have a car, even though i could get a ride almost anytime before i get the license.
im just thinking to myself this is what happens when i start typing aimlessly in open space on a computer. its like thinking outloud by typing instead
its weird
i should stop
okay bye
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| soooo im just really bored and i dont really know what im doing at all
looking on some of thoes old xangas brought back so many memories
like when all these people were pissed about kristen reading everything
and how me and ozzy never even wanted xangas and thought they were shit but had them anyway.
nobodys even going to read this
this is dumb
we'll see what happens i guess
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| that whole entry seemed really stupid to me so i deleted it, i decided to keep some of the cool pictures up though haha.
wow xanga
aparently it isnt dead yet
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